Till I Collapse

I was looking at old photos of when I was in middle and high school and I can see myself and how much I have grown since then. It have been hard and had its ups and downs but I know I have learned alot and wouldn;t be the stronger person I have become.  And I may have lost some people in my life since then but I know it only makes me stronger.

I have been through alot in my life with my best friend/grandmother losing her battle to cancer in 98, to my aunt losing her battle to MS in 09. It seems like I have been on the ups and downs of life in the past 15 years. When my grandmother passed away it was super hard to handle anything in my life. I lost a lot of weight and started binge eating and developed Bilema. I never really told anyone until recently but I think my brother had an idea of what I was doing.  As in this picture, I was skin and bones at that point as it was 6 months after Mom-Mom had passed on.

And I was able to get through that so what in which I still am missing her so much, but then when my aunt and name shake lost her battle to MS, I kind of lost it. I went back to eating and purging but this time I think it did quite the opposite and I gained a lot of weight such as the picture here shows. But I think since finding Herbalife I have lost over 36.5 inches and 5lbs. I can see the light at the end of the tunnel and knowing that I will be able to dance again.  and since beginning this blog, I can start to see a difference of what my body is doing. I'm shrinking :).

Thanks again for reading and encourging me to go on this journey!! :)